疑惑

而家0的小妹妹, 真係覺得office romance 好 fancy, 又將"可愛"同低B混為一談。

一個汪明荃晌office play so hard to溝即撈 (其實仲有其他男士), 比金小姐耐力更強, 發力更猛。咁都算, 又要做唔到0野仲耍可愛開脫, 一副受害者0既樣子, 有臉 / 夠膽同其他senior投訴。你係豬都唔可以當人地係傻0架。真係令我呢個旁觀者流一大把汗。

It's really annoying to have this kind of people to be your workmates. The (only) bright side is that, you get entertainment from the everyday drama in the office.

李生話, seems like ladies at your dept have the main job of chasing male colleagues then work!
KOC話, 係呢種人先會生存得耐。

咁我唯有同自己講, 逗人喜愛我唔識, 咁睇下邊個有料到囉。我就真係唔信一個人可以一直用扮可愛晌professional firm上位。我認我係老L套。

wtf!!!

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京都嵯峨嵐山至保津峽
氣溫是4度。一直沿河走了一小時, 只遇上一輛車。

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
泳兒 - '黛玉笑了'

追逐泡沫

尋日同菜菜子, 劉華及Wilwil一干人返到科大溫書, 書就梗係溫唔到, 傾計就傾左一大輪。
菜菜子話, 09年左右就係我地呢個age收紅色炸彈0既高峰期。即是話, 結婚0既壓力經已殺到埋身。

對於愛情或婚姻, 我從來覺得"合則來, 不合則去"; 兩個人一起, 可以很快樂, 亦可以很痛苦; 而一個人亦不見得一定是孤獨寂寞。有合適對象就一齊, 沒有就繼續單身。總之, 唔需要太放在心上。

反倒有時係身邊0既人都比我更著緊, 成日都話要"plan定"。唉, 愛情最難以捉摸猜度, 人0既心一變, 話走就走, 邊有得你plan?

所以我唔明白點解周圍0既人都咁訓身落力一定要結婚。套用陶傑先生的說法: '不結婚，可以是主動不參與這個追逐泡沫的遊戲。'

沒有選擇過, 比沒有結婚更悲哀。一生只戀一次, 似是遺憾多於浪漫。

***和歌山県紀伊田辺市田辺灣
還是雲淡風輕。

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Brett Anderson - 'Love is dead'

The Marrow of a Bone

Diru!
Dir en Grey's latest album, 'The Marrow of a Bone'.

Once again in the whole album the band screamed for endless sorrow, hopelessness and loneliness. I really love them.

(Huge thanks to 三蚊酥, btw.)

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Diru's songs are my best companion when I work super-overtime and feel really depressed, that I want to trash everything in my workstation. :p

Last month one day I worked till around 10:30pm and was listening to the radio. The DJ played 林子祥's '數字人生' on air. How ironic (and funny) it was... Imagine my facial expression at that mo!

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Dir en Grey - 'The pledge'
Dir en Grey - 'Conceived sorrow'

京式自殺

京都市左京区哲学の道

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
袁耀發 - '抽煙'

南紀式自殺

和歌山県西牟婁郡白浜町三段壁

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Frédéric Chopin - 'Impromptu In C Sharp Minor Op. 66 No. 4 - "Fantaisie-Impromptu"' (feat. Anatol Ugorski)

Hi from Wakayama / Shirahama

It's freezingly cold here in Shirahama (白浜) and Kii-Tanabe (紀伊田辺)... I guess now it's got 0-1℃ only, and I can hardly type!!! But still I think everything is pretty worthy because Wakayama (和歌山) is really a nice place. Let me die here please...

btw, there are tons of preserved plums and salty seafood around, cos Shirahama was a fishing village... even in every breath I take I sense the smell of salt...!

Thanks load to Va pig for helping to check my exam results for QP module A＆C, which was released earlier today. I got a pass for both modules! Though I don't know why and don't think I deserve it, I welcome this 'success' with open arms~~ hehe

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Gazette - '堇'