疑惑

而家0的小妹妹, 真係覺得office romance 好 fancy, 又將"可愛"同低B混為一談。

一個汪明荃晌office play so hard to溝即撈 (其實仲有其他男士), 比金小姐耐力更強, 發力更猛。咁都算, 又要做唔到0野仲耍可愛開脫, 一副受害者0既樣子, 有臉 / 夠膽同其他senior投訴。你係豬都唔可以當人地係傻0架。真係令我呢個旁觀者流一大把汗。

It's really annoying to have this kind of people to be your workmates. The (only) bright side is that, you get entertainment from the everyday drama in the office.

李生話, seems like ladies at your dept have the main job of chasing male colleagues then work!
KOC話, 係呢種人先會生存得耐。

咁我唯有同自己講, 逗人喜愛我唔識, 咁睇下邊個有料到囉。我就真係唔信一個人可以一直用扮可愛晌professional firm上位。我認我係老L套。

wtf!!!

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京都嵯峨嵐山至保津峽
氣溫是4度。一直沿河走了一小時, 只遇上一輛車。

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
泳兒 - '黛玉笑了'

追逐泡沫

尋日同菜菜子, 劉華及Wilwil一干人返到科大溫書, 書就梗係溫唔到, 傾計就傾左一大輪。
菜菜子話, 09年左右就係我地呢個age收紅色炸彈0既高峰期。即是話, 結婚0既壓力經已殺到埋身。

對於愛情或婚姻, 我從來覺得"合則來, 不合則去"; 兩個人一起, 可以很快樂, 亦可以很痛苦; 而一個人亦不見得一定是孤獨寂寞。有合適對象就一齊, 沒有就繼續單身。總之, 唔需要太放在心上。

反倒有時係身邊0既人都比我更著緊, 成日都話要"plan定"。唉, 愛情最難以捉摸猜度, 人0既心一變, 話走就走, 邊有得你plan?

所以我唔明白點解周圍0既人都咁訓身落力一定要結婚。套用陶傑先生的說法: '不結婚，可以是主動不參與這個追逐泡沫的遊戲。'

沒有選擇過, 比沒有結婚更悲哀。一生只戀一次, 似是遺憾多於浪漫。

***和歌山県紀伊田辺市田辺灣
還是雲淡風輕。

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Brett Anderson - 'Love is dead'

The Marrow of a Bone

Diru!
Dir en Grey's latest album, 'The Marrow of a Bone'.

Once again in the whole album the band screamed for endless sorrow, hopelessness and loneliness. I really love them.

(Huge thanks to 三蚊酥, btw.)

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Diru's songs are my best companion when I work super-overtime and feel really depressed, that I want to trash everything in my workstation. :p

Last month one day I worked till around 10:30pm and was listening to the radio. The DJ played 林子祥's '數字人生' on air. How ironic (and funny) it was... Imagine my facial expression at that mo!

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Dir en Grey - 'The pledge'
Dir en Grey - 'Conceived sorrow'

京式自殺

京都市左京区哲学の道

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
袁耀發 - '抽煙'

南紀式自殺

和歌山県西牟婁郡白浜町三段壁

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Frédéric Chopin - 'Impromptu In C Sharp Minor Op. 66 No. 4 - "Fantaisie-Impromptu"' (feat. Anatol Ugorski)

Hi from Wakayama / Shirahama

It's freezingly cold here in Shirahama (白浜) and Kii-Tanabe (紀伊田辺)... I guess now it's got 0-1℃ only, and I can hardly type!!! But still I think everything is pretty worthy because Wakayama (和歌山) is really a nice place. Let me die here please...

btw, there are tons of preserved plums and salty seafood around, cos Shirahama was a fishing village... even in every breath I take I sense the smell of salt...!

Thanks load to Va pig for helping to check my exam results for QP module A＆C, which was released earlier today. I got a pass for both modules! Though I don't know why and don't think I deserve it, I welcome this 'success' with open arms~~ hehe

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Gazette - '堇'

Damask rose petal jam

新年假期, clubbing+連續4日都打麻雀, 真係玩到黐晒線! 所以weekend都係時候要讀下書。
仲有個零星期之後又去旅行了~ yay!

***煮的時候, 看起來簡直像女巫在煮毒藥。

完成品 - 大馬士革玫瑰花果醬 (Damask rose petal jam)。
我好喜歡這濃艷的玫瑰紅。
最困難的部份, 其實是買那枝叫"大黃" (rhubarb) 的植物。
又, 量杯上的量線已經變得模糊, 趁旅行時要買一個。


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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Bernard Butler - 'A change of heart'

逆上堪能

I ♡ clubbing♪

after the annual dinner, some of us went to the Club No.9 at The Galleria and got ourselves fuelled with alcohol. I even danced with 即撈, 安東尼, elvis & KOC!!! wow what a fun! crazy!

my new year resolution is to have more clubbing!
跟某人約好了, 在我3月旅行之前, 再去一次clubbing☆彡

果晚金小姐爛醉0既故事, 我之後果日先知。
其實我並唔討厭佢, at the very least she doesn't have any hidden agenda, although we think in very different ways. Anyway I wish her well.
Gold Souk, Dubai, United Arab Emirates
Happy new year!!!

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即撈又有好帶脅。佢同在下宣佈做完上次個due-diligence之後, 隨即畀多個更麻煩的due-diligence project (which is part of the IPO of a PRC firm) 畀在下。

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點解0的人咁快, i mean 第一次拍拖/23,4歲就要plan定結婚, 儲首期? 喂大學畢業先果2,3年, 玩都未玩過就自我了斷先, 真係非常不可思議。

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Sergio Mendes - 'Let me' (feat. India Arie)
??? - '恭喜你' (clubbing remix)

modern boys

3月會到南紀‧勝浦及京都一帶, 隨後到澳門。你們不用找我這隻熱愛自由的閒雲野鶴了。

每次到日本我都會好想李生, 因為這位仁兄最夠格和我一起去: 膽子夠大會到深山野嶺去, 不會嚷著要shopping/ 玩機動遊戲, 頭腦冷靜, 會挑吃, 捨得花錢, 性格爽快又會認路。
這傢伙現在在倫敦工作呢。

人在office, 心卻已飛到勝浦的海岸邊了~

東京都九段下, 靖國神社洗心亭

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Suede - 'The wild ones'

C.L.O.T.

Why do I keep writing this blog? - just want to let you guys know that I'm still alive.
Trapped by Due-D project, as anticipated.
Was wondering why I haven't yet killed myself?!

今期即撈認真好帶脅。When I was chatting with KOC before I left the office today, 即撈 was also leaving but suddenly came over, and tried to squeeze me to get something out of the door during this weekend. He said to KOC: '佢 (he meant 'me') 好乖女0架, 我好錫佢0架...xyz"
I almost dropped my jaw when I heard this (so did KOC I believe).

wtf is that all about?

This is my workplace. Spectacular, isn't it?
I confess I'm kinda workaholic.

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Got a new camera - Canon Digital IXUS 900 Ti. So I can use the new cam to take more great pictures when I travel around. (Thanks mom for the generous subsidy.)

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成個3月只係要返6日工!!! You're right - I'll be going to travel around again, on my own.

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saintvenus' stereo is playing:
Amr Diab - 'Tamally Maak'
蔡琴 - '人生就是戲'